Phony smile

Phoney Smile [:)]

All the blows I took to heart
Left void as they sneer in false divinity
My thoughts too immature, too imbecile
Masquerading my fears and sorrows… this phony smile

Cradle these shards that fall from within
My arms are too heavy to carry on
They say muscles control your frown
But what of those who wear a crown
They say action speaks louder than words
Wonder what they hide behind…a phony smile

These tears I hold back flow back in my veins
My blood grows thinner with every thought
Too many demons in my life I’ve fought
But still in my solitude, littered with pain
For all I’ve descried
And all I have to show…. Is this phony smile